This world

I will only get more demoralising in this school as time goes by. =( Such a simple thing and I could take forever to figure how to work. Its just so hard to concentrate and work on things which I don't like. The more I look at it, the more stress I am, the higher is my unhappiness level. To say the truth, I really grew so tired of this world. If only there is another dimension for me to jump in and start all over again. 


No one understand me, not even myself. =/ What is the purpose of the existence of human in this world?

To the future

Just finish the last 3 episodes of 步步惊心. Although didn't watch the front part of the series, I am still so addicted to this drama. Been so into the drama that I find it hard to come back to reality. =( While watching, I was tearing here and there, whether the reason is the touching scene or my old troubles, just let it flow away.

Right now I know I've got lots of things to do, I hope I can do this, I really hope. =/ I just need more time when it comes to growing up. Whoever it is in the future, just wait for me.

before all, i need a scream.