dead

Now i know how alone i am, how small i am to this world. God, let me go...let me be free. No one cares about me, no one loves me anymore, not my frenz not my family. They think i am strong, i can take anything dat comes to me, but they forget i am still growing up...i am still a kid. They live in their world which no matter how hard i try, i could not get in. Should i say dat i am just a walking soul? ya~ i think so cos i have died a long time ago. I shouldn't be here...maybe i belongs to another world.... another world dat could hold me in...dat could give me all i wish. Everything here seems so unfamilar but i know wad it is. Actually i just need to clear my mind and forget everything but it may took me a billion years to do dat. Take me go... ...i am alone... i am dead... i shouldn't be here....shouldn't...