No one understand mi.No one knows wad i want.They are in their world, i am in my world..alone...forever my life can't be perfect as i think. I am living in an urban world, in fact everything i see is 'man-made'. Y does people had to change such a beautiful world into their own 'paradise'? Does the word 'nature' ever comes to those people? Or am i just too sensitive? Haizz..i don't even know wad am i typing now. I am just so depressed... =/
Prelims over now...get back the results le. My feelings??>> [confused & in a mess] I dunno wad i have done this year. All i did was making everyone around my worried for mi. I dun wan this to happen too. But when i realised the importance of this year...it was all too late...too late to make my frenz & family bring dat smile for mi again. I hate myself, hate mi for being such a failure, hate mi for not caring enough for the people around mi. I try to be strong, i try to face any difficulties i had but when i fell into the hole for the first time, no one pull mi up..so i was left in the darkness. Till now i see a beam of light and i try to reach it but i can't. I still need someone to 'pull' mi up. I want to see the world again...i dun wan to stay in this dark hole alone...ever again.
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