darkness period

I m going crazy at home. Been stuck at this house for about 1 week plus. If things kept on like this, i think i would suffer from depression. =x Sometimes i wonder what do i like about my life? My dreams... cause thats the only time when everything works out perfectly. That is also the time when i know what the inner me feels and thinks. My memory is starting to get bad. Think it is because of not facing school and books for the past 1 and a half month. Wanting to get a job too but i m just too lazy to go find. Haizz... 4 days later who will remember?