stress out-

Sch starts at 3 today and there is a test on programming later. I am gonna fail this test man. I totally could not understand a bit of what the teacher is saying. Or maybe just a little bit. Stress out for the whole last night. Kept on trying to absorb as much as i can last night but i just get myself even more confused. (=_=) Tingting msg me in the morning she is not going sch today cause of high fever. Oh god, lost 1 person who could help me. Really don't feel like going sch today. Feel so 'emo' these few days and dunno the reason why. Guess i still haven adapt to this poly life hur? The truth is i miss my old buddies very much, just hope i could go back in the past. I know everyone say this when they felt their lives are not going well but seriously, my past was better than present. Now i can only pray for a miracle.