haiz...

Research shows that people who live in Singapore are unhappy people. Absolutely agree with that. People here are 'smart', too smart that they tend to think things which are impossible. They stress themselves without knowing. Too many realistic things here. Maybe, one day, if we can't hold on anymore, migrating is the answer. For those who are poor will just have to be an unhappy person. Some things are just not within our control. I wouldn't end my story in a painful way like others. I want to live, live to the very end, to see if this world is such a beautiful place. Everywhere i went, i saw people with mask. They may think that they are not wearing but the truth is, everyone has some things which they only want themselves to know. But the more i grow old, the more i find that this world isn't beautiful at all. Sometimes i wonder if i have depression or any mental illness. I don't understand human, and you could say i don't understand myself as well. I hate the human race. They are just so pathetic. Why am i born to be a human? Human is such a scary thing in my dictionary now. Suddenly i feel that everyone is alien to me, or should i say i am an alien to everyone. Damn, whats wrong with my mind? How can i type such a post in a public blog like this? Disgrace the human race right? Kill me then.