damn those projects =(

Projects' date due are getting nearer and nearer. But i feel like i had done nothing. Yesterday was absolutely doing nothing at all. Seems like i always like to avoid when date dues are coming nearer. I don't have a slightest motivation for my projects anymore. Everything is just going out of my way. I am lost once again at this point of my life. Get an A for my maths common test. Good result? Nah. I have already said, don't put hopes on me cause those hopes will turn into disappointments. A good example will be my O'level. My secondary school friends would know what i mean. My life is like a mountain, i can climb up till the peak but soon, i will fall. And not just normal fall, i would fall badly. I know history will not 100% repeat but it may repeat. Some words are left unspoken but i hope everyone understand. And i don't think my Chinese New Year will be a happy one. Exams are just around Chinese New Year. Have to study even though it's holiday. Sad. =( And i want to meet Fahrenheit!!! But my projects aren't finish, how am i going to see them. Double sadness. =( It's a new year now, right? Shouldn't everything be starting fresh and new? Argh..why am i emoing again?!! Okay, enough of everything. I am going to throw my emotions here and find back the energetic me. =) Growing up is tough but fun, correct? =)