lalalalalal~~~

Wee~ exams getting nearer and nearer. (-_-) I am going to die on my table on monday. Have not been studying for the past 1 week plus. I don't know what i have been doing. I did went to have a look at the notes but nothing went in. And i meant it, nothing. Gone case. Left 3 days before that day comes, and i haven prepare anything. I am NOT a good student like what others see me. I AM NOT! So don't make assumptions before you know me well.
About new year, it's as boring as usual. "Happy New Year"? Nah, so strike off the "Happy" in front. That will make it a fact. I am not sure whether is me thinking too much or it's true. It seems that the atmosphere of Chinese new year is decreasing every year. Look at the streets, people buy New year's stuff for the sake of buying. Buy new clothes for the sake of buying. Actually we are buying new clothes even it is not New Year. Going relatives' houses to bai nian is actually the one i am looking forward to but this year just seems so strange. Should i say no mood at all? I don't know.
Anyway 2007 isn't going to be a good year for me. And i am acting so weird lately. Like i want to go my friend's house but i didn't go. My classmate just ask me a question and i am not replying her. I am not even replying msn. OMG, i don't know what i am doing. An unknown stress keep on following me. I hate it. It is pushing me down and down, feel like i had difficulty breathing. My sixth sense tell me this year is going to be bad luck all the way. Saw a girl's blog, think of changing course like her but my cooking skill sucks. Cannot follow like her to go shatec or sunrice. I also don't know what this course will lead me to, what jobs can i take when i graduate. To tell the truth, this course does not specialise in anything, no one would eager to employ me. I see no hope in my future. Regret of choosing this, but glad that i met good friends here. Haiz, i want all this to end soon.