a strange world

Ever since i came to poly, i find that i am always living in a strange world. In fact, a dark and scary world without light or even a beam of light. I said to myself,"Could i survive in here? Am i strong enough to take this path?" Questions and more questions pop out. I saw things which i never seen before. I experienced things which i never experience before. Even though i have friends around me, i feel lonely sometimes. It's not their fault though. It's them who created a fire, a fire that i could use to continue my path. I thanked God for giving them to me. =) And i am sure i could use that fire if they are walking the same path as me. If there is a moment where they need to walk other path, i would not be scared now. Cause i know there is a bigger fire behind me, my family and my besties. For now, my world is consider brighten up, but i am not sure when it will turns dark again. If it happens, i might have to use the stars to guide me through. Gotta sleep now. Sweet dreams everyone. =)