mood lost

为什么？为什么会有这种怪怪的感觉？我越来越搞不懂自己在想什么。The more i think that way, the more things become this way. My feeling now is so damn messy. I don't know why. Its just so complicated, so.... i don't know what word could descibe it. I wish i know what to do. Sigh. Nothing important anyway, just feeling moody. What if one day i escape to a place where no one finds me, what will the people around me feel? *roll eyes* But this is just assumption question, it won't happen. And i got so tired of going to school. It just turn me off and theres so many things to matter. And dream feel like coming true but i don't want it to be true. I rather it be a beautiful dream, it's sweeter this way. And there's OOAD test today. I study on the last minute. Wonder how will the result be. It's friday the 13th today but nothing bad happen. Should be glad hur? I just want the simplest thing on earth.