Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Emptiness

I can't get myself to start studying. Can't get the mood right. I did take out the books and notes but i just stared at it. Time is running out. I have a bad feeling for this coming exams. I don't know what is this kind of feeling, but i know it's blocking me from studying. Why do i keep on having emotions which i don't know what it is. Nothing makes me feel right. Everyday i refuse to wake up from my bed. I wish i could just sleep and sleep cause this time i feel really tired. I like the sunshine that shines on me when i open my eyes. I like the morning breeze that blows through my windows. I like the bolster that i hug everynight. But i don't like the routines of my life after these. The colors on me are getting dull each day. Eventually, everything will turns black. And the world is so big, it's amazing how two strangers met. There's a stranger but it's impossible.

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