wk2

I'm getting so lazy these few days. The things that my supervisor told me to do, i can drag like nobody business. And i didn't even bother to ask him about his requirements. (-_-)" Total slackness. Now i so hope i'm having my holidays. And i still can't accept the reality that i'm in Year 3 now. I don't wish to step into the society, guess i'm too pampered. When i was little girl, i wish i could know and do everything the adults do. But now, i rather i don't know anything and be a little kid. Human is always so contradicting. They never get satisfied with their life. After hearing so many tales or info from the ppl around me, i wonder how did i survive to the age of 19. Talking about age, i realised this year is my last teen birthday. I'm getting so old!!! Omg. And i start to think about what kind of life i will have when i grow up. Romance? Married? Children? Growing old? Is this the procedure of life? In fact, i don't know what i want. I'm person with no goal or speciality. I only have big big dreams that are most likely can't be achieved. And my brain is like getting emptier as time goes by. It's not absorbing any info. Argh~ enough of this mixed emotions.


Recently been addicted to the cute little Tzuki emoticons. I know i'm a bit too late, but who cares. =) The movements are all so adorable and funny! (>_<) Anyway, i wanna go shopping! GSS is here and i haven even step into any shopping malls yet. FYP is really draining me out. Whole day sitting at the com makes my shoulder ache so much. And my labmates seems to be getting along so well with each other except me. I feel like a zi bi kid. (-_-) But i'm NOT! I just don't know what to talk about. I am brain dead! Oh, and recently i done a quiz or whatever. It seems so accurate. It's like almost every quiz i take on this topic, the result will be the same. But i'm still doubting myself.

Missing those childhood times.