the third week

It's already the 3rd week of school. How fast. Getting used to the life here now. But my confident level still remains the same. =/ I so hate myself for not speaking up more, for not expressing what i feel. You know what? Sometimes i wish i hadn't been such a whimp. I feel like i don't even know myself...how am i going to introduce myself to others? This lost feeling makes me feel like giving up everything. The world that i live in...what is it? Soon i might be alone... and drifting away from everyone. Maybe all this is just my negative thoughts, but it's the emptiness in my heart. The belonging is not there...



What should i do to make that smile revive again and make it last?

where have u gone?