curious leads to disappointment

I just went to check my exam results, and of cause it haven release till tml. But I'm still curious if any other page might release earlier. And so there is! But it only shows my GPA. I was totally disappointed with myself although i expected it. I can roughly guess my grades now. =(
There's no use crying over spilled milk, so i won't cry. But i do hope i can get at least 2nd class lower when i graduate. =/

Some things happened, and i have no confident it will be the same anymore.