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There's IS presentation and NTP test tomorrow. I so hope these 2 things can be done easily but it's not. Lets just pray and see. Everything is so tight and so little time. Sometimes i don't believe i'm already year2. I don't look like and absolutely don't feel like. Some genes in me still remain as a kid. I still want the kind of fun, that kind of smile as a kid. Maybe, i couldn't find back anymore. Maybe i was unsure but now i'm sure about some things. I don't want fate to control me, i wanna control my own life. Turning back and looking at the past is not the time now.

the craving becomes stronger...what should i do?