Ememy : ANTS!!!

Congrats! The ants have officially invaded my home. (-_-)" In total, there are 3 different types of ants. One, the small little red ants. Two, the medium size black ants which crawl very fast. Three, the medium size red ants. The second one just move into our house for 1 month. xp Let me tell you their locations.

First, the little red ants. They hide in a very thin gap somewhere in the kitchen. They like to go to the kettle and drink water?! I am wondering why they like the plain water so much too. O_o Sometimes i even saw them holding hands in hands floating on the surface of the water, and there were many of them. Next, they like to chew on my tibits and biscuits. x( So i hide all my food in air-tight containers. Wahaha. I am smart ya?

Next on the list is the medium size black ants. They crawl really fast but they have no sense of direction. (-_-) They are everywhere in the house. And there is a trail of them from don't know where crawling to the kitchen then the living room then my parents bedroom. Until today then i know they had a base in the metal of the bathroom's door. So goes the pesticide spraying into the metal. Heehee. So many of them dropped down on the bathroom's floor. And swosh they go to the drain. I wonder if they had other bases? =/

Last is the medium RED ANTS! I hate this the most! They like to chew on the clothes, whether it is washed or unwashed. Yucks yucks* And they like hanging around the dustbin at the kitchen. Cause there's always "food" in there. And they somehow likes maggie mee too. Haha. I mean those uncooked mee. They bite their way into the packet and i don't know how they chew also, cause uncooked mee is hard.

The black ants are easy to kill, while the red ants are quite strong. Keep on pressing and pressing but they are just half-dead. (-_-) [Note: Touching the ants is not my job xp]

Okok enough of my Ant's Battle. I am tired now...Good nightz =)

money???

The ice-cream job was not suitable for me i guess. Had an 'orientation' on the job, but the ice-cream was damn hard to sell. So many people didn't want to buy WALLS ice-cream cause it was a bit expensive. It was a no-pay 'orientation', so the day was wasted away. Haiz. Now have to depend on the agency le. Just feel so hopeless with myself, can't even find a job. (-_-) Maybe i just can't be fussy about job. Seriously want a job so much. For the past 16 years, i have never work before. Pathetic eh? Everyone as in most of the poeple will find job after they end their secondary school life right? Me? I wasted the 5 months having fun. Hopeless girl i can say. =X Didn't help the family in contributing money but keep on spending money which are from my parents. *sad* Is it meant to be that i can't get any job this sem break? Give me the finding job luck please.

yoz...

Yo~ i am back after 1 month. (^_^) Hmm.. so today went job hunting. Not much hope in those companies. Haiz..in the end call the WALLS ice-cream. Peiwen said she got a flyer from dunno where, which says need part-time teenagers to sell ice-cream. The time is at night 4 hrs, think its quite good. Still waiting for the person-in-charge to send the details back. =) Hope we get the jobs.

Went bugis walked around, nothing much catch my eyes except a wallet at Wallet Shop. It say it could glow in the dark, quite special right? Like that i can find my wallet in the dark. =x Haha no link right.

Just receive the news that the crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin, died today on the 4th of Septeber, on the Batt Reef, pierced by a stingray barb through his near Cairns. Humm.. felt a bit sad cause sometimes i got watch his programs. He was such a brave person, as in he was not scared of the fierce creatures. Well, lets put a turtle (tu) in front of our msn nick as a sign of respect then.

dead me x(

This blog is so dead~ Bet no one is looking. Anyway i am not blogging too much, so why not i just close this blog, right? Maybe not close, but just hibernate it.
My common test is about 4 days away, gotta study hard for it. Don't know if i can score well. Don't put too much hope on me cause i will get everyone disappointed like the O'levels. I really have no idea why i become lke this. Is this really what i want? Or am i just going on a wrong way all along? I dunno. I just feel that i am so outcast, so left out, so many emotions mixed together and i dunno wad to do. I hate the present me, hate my life, hate my existance. Why must i be born out? Can't i just stay in a unknown dimension with no feelings, any world other than earth. All right, all right, i know i am talking craps here. Anyway no one will be seeing, if there is, don't continue if you think is boring. What if i shout "Hello~!!! Anyone here???", will anybody reply? O_o Well if there is maybe i shall not hibernate. If not, this blog is going to the freezer and get frozen there.

emotions everywhere~~

Today is a happy day, although it starts with a not so good beginning. From the morning i woke up till now my waist is aching like hell. Maybe because of the past few days never sleep well enough. Next, i washed up and change clothes, the moment i step into my parent's bedroom i smell something disgust. I know my papa go drinking again..haiz. And of cause he vomit la. At first he reluctant to drive me to school but i keep on pestering him till he no choice. =D Then suddenly he found out that his $400 missing! OMG~ He say dunno is mama take never say or really gone. I was like so 'moody'? for the whole day cause i keep on thinking about the $400. Call mama also never answer. Then bro say she left her phone at home. (-_-)"
And some galz problem was solved! Love it when anything is wrong we solve it quickly so as to avoid hurting our friendship. =) Then again the usual place, we went to the basketball court to spent our 4hrs break. The galz brought food there to picnic. Heez. After that slacking times again, have to wait for the time to pass. And the grahic design lesson is really boring, i think no one is listening lor. Then i show shreen the blog with her shuai ge in it. She was so happy lor. Haha her mood become so high man. x)
Tml going out with the galz to compass point to eat breakfast. =) Seriously, i have never been to there before. So scared i lost sia. But nvm if lost call them to help me...haha..
Oh ya about the wedding dinner i say in the last post, there were 3 tables empty on the wedding day and cannot be refund, it will reserve for u until u come and eat. So we get to go there on sat or sun, sit there and eat the same food again. But the food sucks lor, (-_-) but nvm la better then nothing. I love the scenery there, so beautiful can. But 1 sad thing about the couple which i dunno during the wedding, is that the guy involve in some 'laws' problem and the gal is left alone without him. Don't know how to describe but it is sad la.
And back to the $400. It was mum who took it but she took $350 only. She left $50 for my dad. Haiz..felt relieved now.
*Yawns* Gotta go sleep now, tml still need to wake up early. Nitez~ *****

Sad??

It has been a long time since the last post. I will try to recall what happen recently. Hmm... attend my cousin wedding on the 23th. The place was at harbour front, very nice and beautiful scenery. Oh ya before reaching, we found a phone on the bus! Lucky hur? =D Daddy is using it right now. Oh right, monday suppose to be my presentation but because of too many people, i was being pospone to next week. So sad, have to bring my formal clothes again next week. Then this whole week was fun. The class is so united. We started to get along better and better, and all this happen in the basketball court, lectures and labs. Really love my class! Hope next semester no one repeat module. Can see that all of them are quite hardworking now. =) Just wanna stay like this forever.

But adding on to it, sometimes i feel so lonely. Maybe its me thinking too much again but i really wish there is a someone to protect me, to care for me, to talk to me. And i don't like quietness, but i don't know how to break this barrier. I wonder why am i born like this, why do i exist? For who i am in this world? I want the answer to all this Qns that have been going round in my mind for a long time but who will give me the answers? I can only pray for a miracle...

Boring again__

This is already week 12 of my poly life. June passed by real fast. I wonder why my course doesn't have common test on wk11. =/ But thats good, doesn't need to get myself so stressed up. After all, all the Quiz and Test i took were quite easy. Just that the projects are bordering me. Left 3 projects to do, haiz, hope i can finish them before wk15(dateline).
Currently watching the vcds from fen, the starting is quite nice so i will continue to watch.

Saturday going out to buy my formal clothes, have to use for wk15. Maybe buying a formal coat, inside just wear a normal top. Cash problem right now, hope the GSS could really pull down the price. The match on Germany VS Italy was really unpredictable. Most of my friends thought Germany is going to win but it was the the extra time that help Italy.

stress out-

Sch starts at 3 today and there is a test on programming later. I am gonna fail this test man. I totally could not understand a bit of what the teacher is saying. Or maybe just a little bit. Stress out for the whole last night. Kept on trying to absorb as much as i can last night but i just get myself even more confused. (=_=) Tingting msg me in the morning she is not going sch today cause of high fever. Oh god, lost 1 person who could help me. Really don't feel like going sch today. Feel so 'emo' these few days and dunno the reason why. Guess i still haven adapt to this poly life hur? The truth is i miss my old buddies very much, just hope i could go back in the past. I know everyone say this when they felt their lives are not going well but seriously, my past was better than present. Now i can only pray for a miracle.