Saw on the news that two boys were smash by the trian while relaxing on the railway. There were some other friends around at that time. Can't imagine if i were at the scene, so bloody. I would have faint if i saw the accident happen. And i suddenly remember my last post's quote. There, i know the answer. But if it is me, i would have relax on an old railway which no trian pass by.

School is getting boring each day. Some lecturers just cannot make it. And two weeks just gone like that. Nothing has been done on those projects. Started playing Audition two days ago. Been hearing some friends playing it but have not really try out since last two days.

Oh and mummy's birthday is tml. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!!! =D There's so many birthday peeps at year end. Pocket gonna get a hole soon. Haha.

where can i find you? when would you appear?

weekTWO

It's already the second week of school. And there's assignments to be hand in by week3. And lots more projects and mini projects to be done. But there's no motivation to do anything now. The study mood won't be back till the last minute. This is absolutely bad cause this sem is so rush. Plus the weather season at this period, all i could feel is tiredness and laziness. Ah~ i don't know what to blog. School life is so boring and uninteresting.

relaxing on a railway. what is the consequence?

A long day

School started 3days ago. Everything seems fine to me except for those assignments and mini projects datedue are so near. Like what pw said, now is just the honeymoon period. The only time when you could still enjoy your life the way you want. But after these, there's gonna be hell days for us. Anyway, after school today went bugis to shop around. There are sales everywhere around us. I dont know what season is now that makes everyone slashing the prices. Initially wanted to get a bigger and nicer bag for school but i don't know why i hesitated. It was a nice day with bestie. It has been a long time since we stay till so late outside. Having a 8am class tml which is today cause it's already 1+am. Argh~ my black circles gonna get darker and darker. And my eyes will get smaller and smaller, and i will get fatter and fatter, and uglier and..and...
Ahh~ i must be crazy to think all these things. Must be the clock in me that is causing all these. Been sleeping late for the past 1 month. How am i going to adapt to the timetable now?! And i hate spending money on expensive books again. I just remember i haven ask my friend about exchanging book. Forget it, i will ask tml. Damn tired now. To think we actually go in a department store to look for seats just now. Haha. =)

这一条路

我已经走得太累了。

我的脚步开始沉重 眼神涣散

我只想安静地躺着

然后听风在耳边嬉戏

然后沉沉睡去

天黑 会不会让我忘了你是谁

其实我只想忘记自己是谁

BACK!!!

I'm BACK!!! Change my layout but too many images, need some time to load. =X

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Daddy!!! =) Went Bottle Tree Village yesterday to celebrate cause bro had to book in camp yesterday. The prawn balls and fried tofu are nice. *yummy* It is located near the coast so the ambience was nice. And i already gave daddy his present few weeks ago cause i can't hide the present from him. Haha. And found out that their other outlet is at the fishing farm near Khatib mrt. The one that i always passed by but don't know what is the place. If you want know more can go to their website- http://www.bottletree.com.sg/

Anyway, it's less than a week before school starts. I really really don't wanna go school. All i know is that my life is going to change from heaven to hell. And i super duper HATE "com skill" this module. It sucks but i know everyone has to take this module, so i am not suffering alone. Haha.=D Hope this sem all the lecturers are nice people. K thats all for now. =)

away i go

I'm getting so tired of my life now. I don't know what makes everything seems bored to me. Sometimes i feel like struggling, sometimes i feel like i can enjoy everything. Maybe something is lagging in my life. Maybe it's just me being paranoid. Wait till i found it, this blog is going in hibernation.

free and away

It's OVER! Exam ended and so does this crazy semester. Freedom is the word to describe my feeling. I couldn't care for the results anymore cause i know it would drop. Just hope i won't repeat any module. And for this break, i have no plan. I just wish to work and enjoy. And recently i watched lots of movies online. Guess this is the best activity to do when you are bored at home. =) I slept 11hours on the first day of my holidays to mend for the past few days of struggling. Craving for lots of food recently, hope i won't get fat. =X

hiding away

Emptiness

I can't get myself to start studying. Can't get the mood right. I did take out the books and notes but i just stared at it. Time is running out. I have a bad feeling for this coming exams. I don't know what is this kind of feeling, but i know it's blocking me from studying. Why do i keep on having emotions which i don't know what it is. Nothing makes me feel right. Everyday i refuse to wake up from my bed. I wish i could just sleep and sleep cause this time i feel really tired. I like the sunshine that shines on me when i open my eyes. I like the morning breeze that blows through my windows. I like the bolster that i hug everynight. But i don't like the routines of my life after these. The colors on me are getting dull each day. Eventually, everything will turns black. And the world is so big, it's amazing how two strangers met. There's a stranger but it's impossible.

down

Tml is doom day. And i am 90% sure cause i just can't get the info store in my brain. Brain blockage. Nothing works now. It's not a test on knowlege, it's a test of memory. IS test is gonna be the worst ever cause i wasn't listening at the lectures except one or two. I think most people hate it too. I gonna try stuffing info in my brain again before going sleep. My eyes are holding back the tiredness. I feel so machine.