december.hectic.

Wow, it has been so long since i update. Spider web forming already. =p

So many things i need to update. First is the common test. I think this is the worst test i've taken cause everything was left to the very last minute to study. Was already prepared for any worst scenario.

And next was the tons of project waiting for me to finish. Just by seeing the number of things need to be done already gives me headache. You know what? I haven start on any yet. Die man.

Last weekend was a big enjoyment cause it's my birthday! =D Haha. I'm so glad it turns out so successful. No serious arguement. No big big problem. Happy us at the chalet. =) But one thing is i didn't invite much people on my side. Majority were elaine's friends. And my clothes look like a towel. LOL. Wasn't in my best state but not my worst state either. Anyway, i enjoy myself. Thanks everyone for making this year birthday so special.

Next on the list is christmas! Many can't make it for the outing. =( But still, hope i could enjoy myself that day. Pray that day is not humid cause i don't want to get all sticky and sweaty. =X

It's end of the year soon, so its time for countdown too. =) Right now, left 8 more days before year 2008 ends. I want to go some countdown party or any countdown activity. It's the last year of poly, i want it to be a blast of activities. Enjoy myself to the fullest. ;)

I need to plan some time for CNY clothes too. Everything is going so rush.

Grant my wishes.

up up and away~

Watched 20th Century Boys on last saturday. Not a really good movie but not too bad too. Basically it's just about little boy's childhood fantasy coming true and "playing" with one another. And the logo is abit lame when you know it's bug's eye plus pointy finger. Holds no meaning. Anyway some super heroes thing la. Celebrate AP's birthday on Saturday, and glad she is happy. A new bag for her! But guess she needs some time to get used with the bag. Haha.

It's already november. How fast time goes. Piling up of things to do are moving slow. Anyway mum bought a mattress for me! It's like finally i got a proper mattress in my whole life. You can compare how thick and thin the 2 mattress are. Comfy bed makes me get weird dreams. Haha. Maybe just because i'm lacking of sleep that makes me had these dreams.

And i'm going tekong this wednesday! It is part of NE lecture to go visit the BMTC school. Although been there once, i'm still quite excited. Haha. And bro's friend show me one video of a person without limbs. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USUvzKDroqM

Quite amazing for a person with no limbs able to live so well and so successful. Thinking whether to go for the talk tml cause there's school the next day and don't want myself to get so tired. And there's still so many "i don't know" things to do. Haha~ i don't even know what i'm talking now.

Smile* =)

weekends

Finally it's weekend!!! =D For the start of the first week, everything is stressing me out already. New software programs to learn, big projects, small homwork, presentation for outsider at the end the sem and some miscellaneous factors. Big kid is not so easy to be. And this holiday mood is still in my mind.

School is so, so, so boring. I didn't have enough sleep for the first week cause the habit of sleeping late still can't be change. And for saturday, i slept till almost 3pm before i wake up. It was raining so it feels so cosy and comfy in my bed. Haha. Will try to change this habit if not i can't pay attention in class.

Anyway these few days have been playing with facebook, listening to new songs, checking out dramas and looking for movies. Typical life, nothing special.

summer dreams.

coldness...

First day of school was no good. Second day of school was no good either. But what could i do. Getting from cold to colder and maybe going to frozen. It's so hard to continue studying when you know you're in the last sem. What's going to happen to all of us when we graduated? This question has been in my mind for a long long time. I need my sunshine to guide me through.

reverse the time.

souless

As complicated as it seems, i don't know what i'm doing anymore. It feels that my body doesn't link to my mind, my soul. Sometimes i wish i wasn't shihui for just a moment.

end of Sept.

It's almost the end of my vacation but why does it seems that i still have many things haven done. =/ I haven get myself a new bag, a fresh new set of clothes and my hair. =( Seriously i don't know what to do with my hair. It sucks. Aaaaa... tell me what to do. And talking about school reopen, it makes me somehow nervous again. Haven been studying for almost 7 months, how am i going to catch that study FEEL again. And its gonna be a brand new classmates for next semester. Lets hope everything will be the "happy family" atmosphere in the new class. =)

Anyway have been watching lots of drama at home, all are taiwan shows and some movies online. I think i'm going to be a drama addict soon. And heard from dad that aunt(or uncle?) strike 4D third prize and the numbers are from grandpa. Dad keeps on saying "aiya, why i buy never strike? I don't have money buy then strike?" (-_-) It's fate, dad. And recently i've been having dreams that makes me miss the past. And for the month of October i think i will be fat soon. Cause on the 3rd is FYP mates BBQ, and on 18th is sec school gathering, BBQ too, and another BBQ for aunt's house warming. 3 BBQs in a month, OMG. Tml still have to accompany Mum for some check up. It's getting late but i'm not sleepy but i've to sleep. Lol.

Off to my bed. =)

Boredness during FYP.

cheese LOVER

Just came back from gym. Hope i can be as slim as before. =X Anyway elaine has gone to Perth for 1 month!!! How i wish i have the ability to go overseas that long too. It goes, I need money, so i need to work, but i hate to work, but i need money. It's all a cycle. But i'm a lazy bum now so no working for me. =p Recently i seems to have a likeness for cheesy food. Monday went to have dinner with elaine before she fly off. Me and ting share a baked rice and potato salad. It was yummy. =)

And after having that baked rice, i decided to do one at home too. I kind of follow what the tv is doing, using cheese slice. And tada~

Hehe. Does it looks nice? O_o I told mummy it taste good and she wants me to do one for her too . (-_-) Although the rice is a little tasteless, the cheese saltness is enough for the taste. =) Hmm...nothing for me to update now.

Bye =)

vacation =)

No more counting down, its finally vacation for me! =D 3 months seems so fast in FYP. I will miss all the ppl in my lab. =D Although my bonding with them is not strong, but there's still a bond between us. I wonder what i'm going to do for this vacation other than going gym for slimming. Never really plan for this holiday but i will enjoy myself to the fullest of cause. Lets see, i actually need to buy lots of things, bags, clothes, some accessories maybe, and getting a phone plan??!! I don't know my last item can be fulfilled cause i would need someone to support me since i doesn't have income now. =( Mummy has been letting me use prepaid all along as i don't really spam sms or calls. But i can see now that my usage is getting larger, i would need a phone plan sooner or later. Anyway i wrote some of my thoughts during FYP on 11 august. It feels strange to have that feeling. Below is the thought:


"Sometimes i wonder if people can remember their past life. Because recently i keep havingimages in my mind that happened to me before but i can 100% sure that it didn't happen to me in my whole life.Is it my past life? Or is it something thats gonna happen? I don't know. The feeling keeps getting stronger and stronger. It shouldn't be my dream, right? It's likei remember bits and bits of things as i see certain things. Sounds like i've got amnesia uh? I don't know what is happening to me. I just feel that there is certain things inside of me which i don't know."


That feeling does gets stronger during that few days but not now anymore. Maybe i was stress about my project and had some illusion feeling??!! But i shall not let that thing bother me cause i doesn't feel it anymore.


Dad came back with a bandage hand. I was shock. His hand seems so swollen. The only sentence he reply from the moment he came home to sleep was "4 sitches." He must have been so pain to answer me any question. =( Heartbreak to see him always getting hurt from work. Suddenly i feel Dad has grown old. Maybe some task that he used to do wasn't able to do smoothly now. His health seems detoriating too so do mum's. Sometimes i thought, they wouldn't have to work if i was able to support myself. Blame me for being so pampered. =( This may be the last school holiday i'm having now cause i'm not sure if i'm able to get into a Uni. Alright, i shouldn't be so emo on the start of vacation right? Lets just hope everything goes my way. =)

i drew the face x)

in the midst of no where. running free. =)