I'm breaking down soon, real soon. I've been knowing things i shouldn't have to know, and don't know things which i should know. My life is totally messed up, wrong track and lifeless. I just don't what will happen next. My 'existence', can i lose this thing? Can i have no existence for just one time? Just like one anime i watched, i'm a flame, eventually i will fade out. And when the flame becomes dimmer and dimmer, my existence becomes lesser and lesser. When the day i fade out, no one will ever remember i exist before. There will be no such person in this world. Somehow i can't be optimistic anymore. I am on the dark side of everything, so dark that i couldn't see myself anymore. I am so tired, so weak to move on. I am racing against the time. The result? Hmm...most probably i will lost.

为什么人要有那么多情感？

为什么我的天空是灰的？

我的笑容到哪了？

感觉好孤单又好像不是。

连我的梦都变得好奇怪。

我到底要什么？

我是谁？