crazy weeks!!!

1 more project down. 3 more to go. Animation,NTP and OOAD.
DDI quiz this wed.
Innovation lect and RAD lab make up this wed.
Animation test this friday.
IS makeup next wed.
Accounting common test next wed.
RAD tests next thursday.
Common test follow up and its exam.

Damn all these crazy schedule. Not a bit of time to breath. If only something can kill all these... O_o

Food!!! Yes, its food. Doesn't them look appealing? Haha. I need food for energy. =) Delicacy might give me more energy. =p

life cycle.

Another day, another thought of escaping from school but left with no choice. My head is like a thousand pounds. It's tiring to carry it around but i've got no choice too. I would die if my head is gone. =X And today is a cold weather, a weather nice for sleeping. I don't know what i have done today cause today's lessons are redundant. Went hub with AP after school. And it was like hell long ago since i last stepped into the arcade. Then went to have a bite and sit down to chat. After that went to meet mummy. Bought kfc for dinner. Sinful. I don't know why mummy suddenly have a craving for it but i will just go along with her. =) I think i gain quite a few pounds in just one day. =( It's time to plan to reduce my tummy and fats here and there. Hope i can. Morning class tomorrow, it's time for bed now. =)

dead beat.

Feeling so tired nowadays even though i did nothing. School is absolutely a boring place especially NYP. I don't meant to criticise my own school but the fact is a fact. I wish the next 1 and a half years could pass by quickly but yet i don't want to graduate. Confusing.

But at least there's still places where i've never been to.

Seems like there's never ending work to be done. I just need to hang on till August is over. My energy is losing bit by bit each day. I wish to close my eyes and never wake up to this world.

mood lost

为什么？为什么会有这种怪怪的感觉？我越来越搞不懂自己在想什么。The more i think that way, the more things become this way. My feeling now is so damn messy. I don't know why. Its just so complicated, so.... i don't know what word could descibe it. I wish i know what to do. Sigh. Nothing important anyway, just feeling moody. What if one day i escape to a place where no one finds me, what will the people around me feel? *roll eyes* But this is just assumption question, it won't happen. And i got so tired of going to school. It just turn me off and theres so many things to matter. And dream feel like coming true but i don't want it to be true. I rather it be a beautiful dream, it's sweeter this way. And there's OOAD test today. I study on the last minute. Wonder how will the result be. It's friday the 13th today but nothing bad happen. Should be glad hur? I just want the simplest thing on earth.

random

There's IS presentation and NTP test tomorrow. I so hope these 2 things can be done easily but it's not. Lets just pray and see. Everything is so tight and so little time. Sometimes i don't believe i'm already year2. I don't look like and absolutely don't feel like. Some genes in me still remain as a kid. I still want the kind of fun, that kind of smile as a kid. Maybe, i couldn't find back anymore. Maybe i was unsure but now i'm sure about some things. I don't want fate to control me, i wanna control my own life. Turning back and looking at the past is not the time now.

the craving becomes stronger...what should i do?

doubtful

Omg. I am having a bad feeling of my health. Feel like there's "fire" in me. I so hope i am not having fever and of cause not dengue. I found mosquito in my house few days ago. Can it be? I don't want to fall. I can't collaspe at a time like this. Counting down 4 more weeks before exams. I don't know where and how should i start revision. The mood just isn't right all the time.

school is a boring place.

Schooling days started. All the topics are so dry. Whenever i tried to concentrate, i start to feel sleepy. Damn. And today's night class, i dont know what kind of Z factor that makes me soooo tired when i stepped in the lab. The lecturer is bad at teaching stuffs. And i hate projects! All projects are sucky. Animation project, predict its gonna be badly done. Oh and OOAD mini project which i suddenly remembered, not started yet. Can someone chase away the stars flying round my head? And add on to the recent weird weather, health is deteriorating. Energy level has been dropping and dropping. By the end of this sem, i think i will be knock out(KO). I don't know what kind of feeling should i welcome the next sem. Maybe i dont even wanna welcome it. And i find that i get injuries from stupid stuffs. First is the opening of a stucked cap of a superglue. I knew it wouldn't come off but i force myself to open it. I peel my index finger and its painful. Next is removing of sim card from phone. I was helping my bro to change phone and i dont now why the card just wouldn't come out. And again, i force myself to push it out. There's some metal thing near it and i bleed again. (-_-) I feel so stupid. Why do i force things which i couldn't do? Sigh. Kay, i'm off to bed. Its pretty late now. There's still project session tml. Sweet dreams to me. =)

i hope my guesses are wrong.