Emo stuff is invading my brain again...
Why do i always feel so alone? Not physically left out but mentally left out. I wonder if those i consider as friend think I'm their friend? And i think again, are they just passerby or friends? I know i got the emo look on my face but sometimes it's just the neutral facial expression i has. No, i'm not unfriendly, just don't know how to speak up. I'm trying but seems like I've given up. It's so tired. I don't know why i get so tired so frequently nowadays. If i still stay like this, i think i can give up on the idea of a circle of friends.
And recently I'm getting so paranoid. I keep wondering are they talking about me? Why are they whispering? Am i doing the wrong thing? What should i do? Am i a weirdo?
When i look around, i wish there will be someone i can lean onto.
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