revive.

Thank God i didn't break down completely last week. Too much things to handle and too many messed up imaginations. I think i sort of know what i want now. That dream of mine, i shall build it up again, so that at least i have something to look up to when i lost. =)

On the other side, it's e-learning week for engineering modules this week. This means that there's no lecture and tutorial, but we still have labs. That explains why i still need to come back school. I dunno where the hell bro heard this from. He said that only 80 people from computer science for last year Yr1 passed??!!! I was like OMG!!! How can? I don't wanna repeat any modules. It will be so time consuming and wasting energy. I really hope i will use this week to buck up myself. Been in a slacking mood since the day i can't understand most modules. Seriously, all the things that i learned aren't unfamiliar, but i just couldn't get my mind to focus and rewind to all those things in my brain. Argh, this seriously sucks man.

it feels like an all-time summer in hostel. >_<