A new sem.

Tml is the start of a new semester again. It's gonna be a new start for me. No more hall, no more waking up a bit late, no more familiar faces, no one to accompany me to walk that slope that i used to walk. To tell the truth, i really enjoyed my life in hall. But you know sometimes you'll feel super lonely there. You know how i envious most people could mingle well with one another. But it seems like i just can't convey myself to others. If only i could step out a little more, things might be different now. =/

I took this holiday to sort out my messed up feelings and thoughts. 3 months wasn't quite long, but enough to let me think how i should go on. I should learn to remember the beautiful things and forget any unhappy moments. Maybe there's some regrets in life that is inevitable, but be glad that there is something for you to remember. =)

I will try to smile more and be a cheerful girl. I will try to make every minute, every second, worth a thousand more. I will try to be brave and face the world. I will try not to have any sudden thoughts that affect my life. I will try to express what i feel more, cause that's the only way i could show myself to others. And last of all, i need a miracle. =)