It always happen like this. Before i go in the exam hall, i feel nervous like hell. Into the exam hall, my brain cells died on me. Out of the exam hall, depressed. Will there ever be a time when i go in the exam hall confidently and come out smiling?
Admit it Shihui! You're just not interested in studying anymore. And yes. I'm getting really tired from this education path. Now i get the feeling of just go into the working society and do whatever i can, since i think i'm wasting my time now. =( I really need much more motivation and interest to continue. Sometimes when no one is looking, tears just form in my eyes. And before i look up at them again, i tried to hold everything back in me. No, I'm not being strong. It's because i know only me can help myself. No point letting the ones i loved worrying about me. I don't like keeping things to myself, just that i don't know how i should tell others.
Alright, enough of this negative feeling. Need to mug for friday's paper now! Bye.
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