Saturday, April 30, 2005

dead

Now i know how alone i am, how small i am to this world. God, let me go...let me be free. No one cares about me, no one loves me anymore, not my frenz not my family. They think i am strong, i can take anything dat comes to me, but they forget i am still growing up...i am still a kid. They live in their world which no matter how hard i try, i could not get in. Should i say dat i am just a walking soul? ya~ i think so cos i have died a long time ago. I shouldn't be here...maybe i belongs to another world.... another world dat could hold me in...dat could give me all i wish. Everything here seems so unfamilar but i know wad it is. Actually i just need to clear my mind and forget everything but it may took me a billion years to do dat. Take me go... ...i am alone... i am dead... i shouldn't be here....shouldn't...

Sunday, April 17, 2005

quizes

Grief
You are sad because of your grief

Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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sweet
You like the ones that understand you.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

??????

Yozyoz....getting rusty here~ kekex long time didn't post liao cos busy with all dat sickening homework lolx -.-" Toking about skool makes me so mad man!!! Got a fcuk up teacher dat don do his job man....he just slack there the whole lesson....den when come to dat "subject" test,me did so badly.Whao lao eh...hate dat teacher man...he should not have come to our skool de *grrr* my last year teacher is more better loh, at least she done her job even if she always make us so tired but we know is for our own good mahx. He don look like a teacher, he look like a sandbag... wanna punch him man.*Arrrrrr~bish* =X Opps...hahaha. Haiz den dat stupid test makes my leg muscles cramp...kaoz~ u all should know wad "subject" ish dat le bahx. PE?...yesh PE!!! I never hate PE so much de untill dat "sandbag" came to our skool.

Don talk about dat le la. My results oso deprove leh... now dunno wan go JC or Poly? So confused now-Go JC means suffer for 2 whole years!!!After 2 yrs still must go University study and study and study -Go Poly means can relax a bit but still must study la...at least won't get so stress up loh den must improve my presenting. Haiz...wad kind of life is this? It sux completely. Should i work hard or just let it be???can someone tell mi wad to do???

[[lost in the big world]]