When everything came crashing down on you, you know it isn't right. Especially when it's your mens time. You just get mood swing all the time. You can't really concentrate on things. And all those emotions came gushing to you. And sad to say, this falls on me right now. It's the second day of CT. The papers are fine but i'm not going to score well. Right now, everyday that passed is a day nearer to departing everyone. I don't like this kind of feeling. It feels so alone although physically you are not. No one can be of much help but i still pray for this someone to appear soon. Thinking back, when was the last time i smile truely and from the bottom all my heart? It must have been around a few years? I'm not too sure either. I tried to bring out more smiles. They weren't fake smiles but just not the one that i want. Maybe some day i will escape from this hectic world, just maybe.
