I feel so 'tied together' now. It's like everyday is TODAY. Keep on repeating what i have done and is stuck on a day. Today go school with the kind of dead eyes, cause i know monday is always BLUES. And there are 'people' who keep on asking every week that what i am doing during the weekends. Seriously, i don't know what i have been doing and i am sick of saying the same things over and over again. Argh~ i want my CHRISTMAS!!! Can i skip this part of life and directly go to 25th dec??? HAHA. Of cause i won't. I wouldn't want to skip my b'day away as well. Chirstmas is special cause it's also my grandma's birthday. ^_^ She's a christmas's baby, just like Jesus. Heez. And i look fatty. =( Need to slim down. I won't look nice with all those fatty fats poping out. It will look weird. And recently i find that there are some clothes which i never wear before. Wasting money again. (-_-) I keep on thinking about money matters. Not long before my eyes turn into this ($_$). It's almost 4am now and i am not sleeping. =X I feel hungry but cannot eat, need to slim down. Haiz. I am going to my lalaland to find food. Cya. =)

omg

Omg omg omg. Just saw this MV on fahrenheit's blog. Both Chun and S.H.E are in it. My favourites. Chun looks so CUTE~. =D

lalala~~~

The whether has been going weird lately. Everyone, please take take of your health ya. =)

Today lesson were okok only. Maths is getting a little boring. But the lecturer is fun la. Haha. Next, OOP. These 3 letters were like curse to me. I hear it, a feeling a boredness immediately struck me. Luckily, today not much concept to absorb. There's lab session today. The code seems so easy but the formula is hard to find. Thanks to that weird lecturer, he said it could be found in the book, or else i wouldn't finish so fast. Going home after i finished. Most of the classmates are still working hard on the code. Have i got talent in all these programming? But too bad i don't like it. It sucks lor. Makes my brain crack like hell. Oh ya, when i reached yishun mrt i heard Rain's song???!! Looked around and saw a cd player on top of the poster frame which had Rain's poster. Wow~ Rain's concert has so much advertising, and here they are advertising again. (-_-) For goodness sake, even if they don't advertise the tickets would have been clear lor. But, i still like my Fahrenheit. xD Haha. Chun is one of the member. Was attracted by him. Heez. And yesterday saw a shuai ge when entering ELP. Omg, the Mr.Perfect. Haha. He just looks like a superstar to me. =D

And my passport has been made. =D Haha. Must be wondering if i go abroad before? Yes, just once to johor. (-_-)" Too bad i come from a poor family. No chance to go vacation. And i had NEVER been to Changi Airport before. Sad right. Been living in Singapore for the past 16 years and i never been to my own country's airport. There are still a lot of places where i never been to. =/ Who will bring me there??? Felt so suku. I wanna change phone! I need MONEY $$$! I need a job! Bro went to upgrade the maxonline and get a free computer. But he is going army soon. That means the internet bills are to be paid by ME. Mum said she would pay for the first half year? But still, i have to get a job. I still got a lot of things i wanna buy. More money = needs job. Haiz. Everything about money money money.

Nitez everyone. =)

weee~

Hmm...time pass really fast ya. Tml is TingTing's birthday! Haha. There's going to be fun tml. =D As for today, everyone is getting HIGH ya? Hahas. Today was fun la but i dont know what i had learnt. (-_-) My mind become blank whenever i come blog. Dont know what to type. Oh ya, tml there's DF test. Hope it would be easy. =)

Bye.

sick me =(

Please ignore the last post. I think i am sick from last night already, thats why that post is there. Today early in the morning wake up, i already felt unwell but still,i went to school. There's many lessons on Monday so can't afford to miss. But i never thought my throat would get this bad. I can't speak right now or it will hurt like hell. And i am starting to feel so cold when my mummy and bro feel warm. OMG. It seems like anyone who touch me i will feel sort of 'pain'. My skin seems so thin. =( Bad bad. Don't know tml going school or not. Haiz. Going to my little nest now. Bye.

haiz...

Research shows that people who live in Singapore are unhappy people. Absolutely agree with that. People here are 'smart', too smart that they tend to think things which are impossible. They stress themselves without knowing. Too many realistic things here. Maybe, one day, if we can't hold on anymore, migrating is the answer. For those who are poor will just have to be an unhappy person. Some things are just not within our control. I wouldn't end my story in a painful way like others. I want to live, live to the very end, to see if this world is such a beautiful place. Everywhere i went, i saw people with mask. They may think that they are not wearing but the truth is, everyone has some things which they only want themselves to know. But the more i grow old, the more i find that this world isn't beautiful at all. Sometimes i wonder if i have depression or any mental illness. I don't understand human, and you could say i don't understand myself as well. I hate the human race. They are just so pathetic. Why am i born to be a human? Human is such a scary thing in my dictionary now. Suddenly i feel that everyone is alien to me, or should i say i am an alien to everyone. Damn, whats wrong with my mind? How can i type such a post in a public blog like this? Disgrace the human race right? Kill me then.

damn tired

Went to town today. Before we reach it was already raining. Damn weather made me feel so sleepy. First stop was to Shaw House's Isetan to get my vouchers. xD Nothing for us to buy so we left there after a while. Off to far east for fen's shoe and formal shirt. Next, we are finding where is the The Wallet shop. I thought i saw Heeren have, but guess i am wrong. Then to Cineleisure for bag hunting. We were very tired by then, so that was the last stop. Walked around and PW and i bought our bags! Mine is sort of bronze color and PW's is black. =D And we get a membership card. Went into the Apple shop too. I wonder why their monitor is so damn WIDE. And i still can't really figure out how to use their computers. Saw the iPod which can see movie. It was nice. =) But didn't get to see any iPod mini there. =/ And home we go.

The weather is so cold nowadays. Gotta grab more clothing to wrap myself. Mummy mentioned about going on vacation at what 'jing ma lun'. I don't know where the hell is that place, only know is at malaysia. Fen said it is what cameran highland [don't know spelling]. I asked about what's special there. Mummy said go there eat strawberry lor. O_O What the ~~~~. Cause there's many farms there. I don't know la. Didn't give mummy a fixed answer, and she can't reply to my relatives who are going. Daddy agreed. Bro agreed. Mummy is kind of enthu?! Me? Confused. =/ What should i do???

slacking away___

Went to watch Flush Away just now. =D It is humourous. Laugh almost all the time. =)










It has been sometime since i last stepped into Orchard. Everywhere is filled with Christmas's atmosphere. And i am craving for more movies! (>_<)

Material Girls *Hilary duff is in it* x)

COLIC *loves thai horror movie* x)










ERAGON *fantasy movie. whoo~* x)















And the list goes on and on...
Today's lab was more interesting. Get to convert the music/sound into weird weird tone. Some turns out like dinosaur's super low tone, while some like squeaky mouse's sound. Haha. It was fun la. =) Wednesday has always been a slacking day. DF was boring. Shouldn't have brought its book to school, so heavy. And the thing he said has already been taught at lab. Feeling so tired now. Maybe i would go take a nap before dinner.

happiness + painess

Whoo~ today is AP's birthday. Give her a HUGE piggy. Haha. She just loves pig. =D Glad that she loves all the presents she had received. =) There should be a small cake but Elaine wasn't here cause she is sick. And still the same, Monday's madness. The 3 of us are going mad at Mac. Haha. Sounds rhyme? Later, tingting had to go for her CCA, so left the 2 of us. =/ Lesson end early today cause 2 lessons were cancelled. =) Yup, so went home early. Tests are coming real soon, and i haven got myself the least preparation. I think i am gonna fail for the modules. Next on the birthday's list is tingting. What should i get for her? 18 Tomatoes? O_O Haha. Of cause no la, will know when time comes. Oh ya, my ear is damn rotten(swollen) now. The ear stud head pierce halfway through my earhole when i woke up!!! O_O Had a hard time pushing it out in the morning but i did pushed it out. Can you feel my painess? =( Those who think is digusting don't even try to imagine. But i still can't take it out now cause i can't grab the head. So it's hard to take off too. =( I hate this!!! I hate this!!! Why everytime i pierce ear sure got something happen. Maybe my ear not suitable for piercing. Anyway, will try my best to remove that stud off as quickly as possible.

going crazy

Saturday finally came!!! Blues* =( Initially though would be going out with Fen they all but guess they have something on. =( So boring at home. There are mainly 3 things i had done today, watching tv, nibbling on some food and using com. And i can feel the weather getting hotter. Damn it. I think i'm gonna fall sick soon.
I hate my hair! The more i see it, the more i detest it. x( Argh~ maybe i have to go Yun Nam to build my hair?! O_O I keep on having a feeling that there is someone around me in school. And i had a feeling i know that person but in fact i don't know. I don't know what am i typing. Maybe it's just me being paranoid. =/
K, i am off to nibble food again. =)

wooohaaa

Wahahaha~ Was jamming O2Jam just now. The music were going x2, x3, x4 and x6!!! Haha. Shiok man. Even though i never play so fast before, i was not the last position la. =) Am i good? Hehe. Before the lvl14 and 16 came in, i was still the first okay. Don't play play ah, i am not so bad. xD

Haha, enough of the game. And yup, i cut my hair le. It's just damn not nice. =( Got to do something to my hair. Bro keep nagging non-stop that it's no different from last time. He say i didn't style it. I GOT! OK!! Just that it turns out so weird, hence i tied all up again. =( My hair is thin and light and less. I don't know what to do also. Pw went to cut with me too. But her hair was kana cut till so short lor. All because she said too softly, the hairdresser didn't hear it. Anyway the hair makes her more cuter? O_o

And CHEERS! For tml is friday! =D I love friday. Haha. Weekends gonna go shopping! Weee~ xD Dunno what to post le.

Bye bye.