back to the past______

Till then, please wait. I am trying to put myself in the right mode. I am digging the info of what i am in the past. Some things are coming back to me again but it isn't going to be the same. No words could describe this feeling. I need to create another path for me to walk. Time is what i yearn for now. God, let everything slow down, i will be grateful.

lalalalalal~~~

Wee~ exams getting nearer and nearer. (-_-) I am going to die on my table on monday. Have not been studying for the past 1 week plus. I don't know what i have been doing. I did went to have a look at the notes but nothing went in. And i meant it, nothing. Gone case. Left 3 days before that day comes, and i haven prepare anything. I am NOT a good student like what others see me. I AM NOT! So don't make assumptions before you know me well.
About new year, it's as boring as usual. "Happy New Year"? Nah, so strike off the "Happy" in front. That will make it a fact. I am not sure whether is me thinking too much or it's true. It seems that the atmosphere of Chinese new year is decreasing every year. Look at the streets, people buy New year's stuff for the sake of buying. Buy new clothes for the sake of buying. Actually we are buying new clothes even it is not New Year. Going relatives' houses to bai nian is actually the one i am looking forward to but this year just seems so strange. Should i say no mood at all? I don't know.
Anyway 2007 isn't going to be a good year for me. And i am acting so weird lately. Like i want to go my friend's house but i didn't go. My classmate just ask me a question and i am not replying her. I am not even replying msn. OMG, i don't know what i am doing. An unknown stress keep on following me. I hate it. It is pushing me down and down, feel like i had difficulty breathing. My sixth sense tell me this year is going to be bad luck all the way. Saw a girl's blog, think of changing course like her but my cooking skill sucks. Cannot follow like her to go shatec or sunrice. I also don't know what this course will lead me to, what jobs can i take when i graduate. To tell the truth, this course does not specialise in anything, no one would eager to employ me. I see no hope in my future. Regret of choosing this, but glad that i met good friends here. Haiz, i want all this to end soon.

ooh la la~

Wed went out with my polymates for Valentines. First we went to watch Miss Potter. Not a very good movie. Kind of boring and i don't like this kind of story. Next i forget what we did, then we go to the lan shop for mapling. Hehe. After that aiping need to go, so we exchange our gifts. Elaine gave us choco cookies made by her sis and her. So sweet of her. x) TT gave us chocolates and aiping gives us sweets. What i gave them? Handkerchiefs! Haha. It's those nice nice ones ok, not that kind of market ones. Hmm...meet shreen after that. She was wearing so 'formal', like going for some wedding dinner or high class restaurant. Walked from douby ghout to orchard. The ladies were having blisters all over the heels. Luckily i wear flat shoes. Hehe. They were looking for plaster at heeren's mini toons, but they only need a few pieces of it so the sales girl offered to give us free from her own wallet. So nice of her. And we went to mcCafe to slack there cause everyone was tired already. Chat and laugh at there, lots of things for us to talk about. Then it was home time. All i could say is tired day. =)

Thurs went out with fen for her new year's shoes. Went to orchard to look for it. But return with nothing from there. So we went to bugis. I saw none that attract me except one which cost $99! And of cause i only can look but not buy. Fen saw a pair she liked too but it cost $30++, kind of expensive too. In the end she didn't bought anything except some chains and pendant for her accessories. And i bought clothes again. Before going home, we went for some ice cream. There's this person talking about the fortune for the new year. And just happened that when we reach there, he was talking about the zodiac snake. He said snake people offend the 'tai sui' and when new year comes, need to attend more auspicious events. If no such happy event our lives will not be going smoothly. He also said about going abroad for 3 days. Wear old clothes go then throw away, and wear new clothes back. Sounds really funny. Anyway, after finishing our ice-cream we went home.

As for today, went grandma's house for praying to grandpa. Left at afternoon to go see for my shoes and mum's clothes. End up is daddy who bought a shirt and not us. (-_-)" Me and mum went home with nothing cause we didn't saw any nice ones. Maybe tml morning mum is going to look for her clothes one last time and my shoes too. Oh and bro bought a t-shirt and pant for 108 bucks! That's far too expensive man. The t-shirt was cheated cause it should only cost about 30 bucks. But for the pant, i think it is quite okay lar. Not bad. Bro is always like this. See girl sales person serve him, he will don't know anything. Blindly pick that shirt when he thinks the other one is nicer. No cure. (-_-)" That t-shirt cost 58 bucks. I want vomit blood le. Cannot let him go buy clothes alone again or else the same mistake might make again. Its late now, have to go to my lala land. Sweet dreams everyone. =)

- I hope i am not sinking deeper in this craze -

yeehahaha

Hohoho. I add a frame to my blog. And it's done by ME!!! Haha. First time do blogskin, so not very nice. =) But i am so proud of myself. Heez.
Com skill and database tests are over. Just hope that i can get at least B. Not much confident in these 2 papers unless the lecturers mark leniently. Anyway, CNY is less than a week away from now. Don't have any mood to go visit my relatives. Haiz. There's exams to worry about, finding work matters to worry about and gathering with my girls. My mind is going merry-go-round now. I can't think now. It's 12.38am now, and i am so tired already.
Good nightz peeps. =)

wee o wee

Change my blogskin. =) The picture on top, nice? Haha. I think everything looks ok to me but will improve on it when my exams are over.
Another round of common test coming soon, real soon. It's this thurs and fri. And i don't think i got any info in my mind. Brain = blank. What to do? The Maths that i studied in sec school, i forget most of the methods and formula which i need now. I am going to be in deep sh*t when the papers are on my table. When i start studying my head will be in pain. Bad head. Bad brain. All i could think now is the k-box session after my common tests. =X Everyone is working hard but i am slacking down! Why am i always like this??? Haiz. Help me...