I wonder why am I so dumb. My brain couldn't absorb the large amount of knowledge being pump to me in school. Even though nothing is said, i know i'm the slowest in this clique of mine. I know they understand that i can't do things well, so even if i can't help out much, they won't blame me. But this just leads to me thinking that i'm just a free-rider. I don't like myself to be so useless. Maybe being with people who are much smarter than me makes me feels inferior. There's always this peer pressure emotion since the start of school. This big learning gap that no one notice, is starting to get larger. Sometimes i wish i hadn't make this choice.
