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Shihuiღ19 going 20
Born 5 days before christmas =)
Currently in NTU - Computer Science
Email:evi_shihui@hotmail.com
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♥Travel round the world =)♥MP3 player
♥a full makeup set O_o
♥revamp my room/house
♥the BIG 2s
♥reaching my dream
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Tuesday, November 10 10:56 PM
dreaming away~
Exam is just 1 week away. Oh god! And i haven get my mind to study yet. Hope i can pass all modules. =/ Anyway, whats filling my brain now is vacation, vacation VACATION! =D I've been thinking back the times i went cameron highland with my family. A family vacation feels so good. I wonder when can i have another one coming? And the Taiwan trip at march, it feels like god damn years ago but it's actually just months ago. I'm missing all those fun. Wanna experience it again and again but this time with a whole lot bunch of friends whom can get crazy with. =) Actually fen and pw have already said about going HK for the coming march next year. But i has only 1 damn week of holidays in march and i'm not sure if i had things to do on that week. Hais. =/
Argh~ please give me more time to do what i wanna do. >.<
Wednesday, November 4 7:47 PM
Changes.
Having live till almost 20 years, i can't say i've been through alot but i have been through what i'm suppose to be. Sometimes a companion, no matter how many people is surrounding you, is the most important person that could ever cross your life. I've yet to find one but i do hope that somebody appears soon cause I've been feeling lonely for these past few years. If there is a someone beside me who will walk with me, how would it feels?
Life is getting so boring. I need something to spice up my life. O_o
Wednesday, October 21 7:57 PM
a loner.
Emo stuff is invading my brain again...Why do i always feel so alone? Not physically left out but mentally left out. I wonder if those i consider as friend think I'm their friend? And i think again, are they just passerby or friends? I know i got the emo look on my face but sometimes it's just the neutral facial expression i has. No, i'm not unfriendly, just don't know how to speak up. I'm trying but seems like I've given up. It's so tired. I don't know why i get so tired so frequently nowadays. If i still stay like this, i think i can give up on the idea of a circle of friends.
And recently I'm getting so paranoid. I keep wondering are they talking about me? Why are they whispering? Am i doing the wrong thing? What should i do? Am i a weirdo?
When i look around, i wish there will be someone i can lean onto.
Monday, October 12 1:33 AM
revive.
Thank God i didn't break down completely last week. Too much things to handle and too many messed up imaginations. I think i sort of know what i want now. That dream of mine, i shall build it up again, so that at least i have something to look up to when i lost. =)On the other side, it's e-learning week for engineering modules this week. This means that there's no lecture and tutorial, but we still have labs. That explains why i still need to come back school. I dunno where the hell bro heard this from. He said that only 80 people from computer science for last year Yr1 passed??!!! I was like OMG!!! How can? I don't wanna repeat any modules. It will be so time consuming and wasting energy. I really hope i will use this week to buck up myself. Been in a slacking mood since the day i can't understand most modules. Seriously, all the things that i learned aren't unfamiliar, but i just couldn't get my mind to focus and rewind to all those things in my brain. Argh, this seriously sucks man.
it feels like an all-time summer in hostel. >_<
Wednesday, October 7 9:50 PM
falling...
Why is it that i keep wiping but the tears just keep dropping? What is happening to me? Why does it seems like the world that i live in is breaking down soon? What to do?
Tell me this is just temporary...
