No more counting down, its finally vacation for me! =D 3 months seems so fast in FYP. I will miss all the ppl in my lab. =D Although my bonding with them is not strong, but there's still a bond between us. I wonder what i'm going to do for this vacation other than going gym for slimming. Never really plan for this holiday but i will enjoy myself to the fullest of cause. Lets see, i actually need to buy lots of things, bags, clothes, some accessories maybe, and getting a phone plan??!! I don't know my last item can be fulfilled cause i would need someone to support me since i doesn't have income now. =( Mummy has been letting me use prepaid all along as i don't really spam sms or calls. But i can see now that my usage is getting larger, i would need a phone plan sooner or later. Anyway i wrote some of my thoughts during FYP on 11 august. It feels strange to have that feeling. Below is the thought:
"Sometimes i wonder if people can remember their past life. Because recently i keep havingimages in my mind that happened to me before but i can 100% sure that it didn't happen to me in my whole life.Is it my past life? Or is it something thats gonna happen? I don't know. The feeling keeps getting stronger and stronger. It shouldn't be my dream, right? It's likei remember bits and bits of things as i see certain things. Sounds like i've got amnesia uh? I don't know what is happening to me. I just feel that there is certain things inside of me which i don't know."
That feeling does gets stronger during that few days but not now anymore. Maybe i was stress about my project and had some illusion feeling??!! But i shall not let that thing bother me cause i doesn't feel it anymore.
Dad came back with a bandage hand. I was shock. His hand seems so swollen. The only sentence he reply from the moment he came home to sleep was "4 sitches." He must have been so pain to answer me any question. =( Heartbreak to see him always getting hurt from work. Suddenly i feel Dad has grown old. Maybe some task that he used to do wasn't able to do smoothly now. His health seems detoriating too so do mum's. Sometimes i thought, they wouldn't have to work if i was able to support myself. Blame me for being so pampered. =( This may be the last school holiday i'm having now cause i'm not sure if i'm able to get into a Uni. Alright, i shouldn't be so emo on the start of vacation right? Lets just hope everything goes my way. =)
"Sometimes i wonder if people can remember their past life. Because recently i keep havingimages in my mind that happened to me before but i can 100% sure that it didn't happen to me in my whole life.Is it my past life? Or is it something thats gonna happen? I don't know. The feeling keeps getting stronger and stronger. It shouldn't be my dream, right? It's likei remember bits and bits of things as i see certain things. Sounds like i've got amnesia uh? I don't know what is happening to me. I just feel that there is certain things inside of me which i don't know."
That feeling does gets stronger during that few days but not now anymore. Maybe i was stress about my project and had some illusion feeling??!! But i shall not let that thing bother me cause i doesn't feel it anymore.
Dad came back with a bandage hand. I was shock. His hand seems so swollen. The only sentence he reply from the moment he came home to sleep was "4 sitches." He must have been so pain to answer me any question. =( Heartbreak to see him always getting hurt from work. Suddenly i feel Dad has grown old. Maybe some task that he used to do wasn't able to do smoothly now. His health seems detoriating too so do mum's. Sometimes i thought, they wouldn't have to work if i was able to support myself. Blame me for being so pampered. =( This may be the last school holiday i'm having now cause i'm not sure if i'm able to get into a Uni. Alright, i shouldn't be so emo on the start of vacation right? Lets just hope everything goes my way. =)
i drew the face x)
in the midst of no where. running free. =)
