it goes round n round.

I don't know how did i end up with a huge mountain on me.
I don't know why am i feeling this way.
I need a space for me to breath.
Let it stop...

Knock out.

do you catch a breath
when i look at you
Are you holding back, like the way i do
Cause i try and try to walk away
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
By:Barary

Just some random quote.

Been getting more worried of my studies. It's recess week now and i know i should make use of this time to catch up whatever i'm lagging of. But it's like i finally get a break from the hectic and tired life, i wanna rest myself too. =/ The To-Do list is becoming longer and longer. I wonder when can i clear them. I'm don't know whether i'm mentally or physically tired. Seems like no matter how i rest, i still feel so weak. Totally feel like i am being K.O. x(

there's something which i don't wanna face too.

thoughts.

School is getting more and more stress. So much concepts formulas and blah blah things to remember. I feel like I'm lagging way back in time. Classmates, friends and all some sort have settle down. But i sinking into another dilemma which i shouldn't have. I can't help myself with all those factors which are leading me into thinking this way. Lets hope i can come up with a solution.

Alright, forget about all those unhappiness. I don't want to type emo stuffs on this blog whenever i come. Last sat was my Hall's Dinner and Dance. It was held at Rendevous Hotel. Overall was quite interesting. It was my first time attending "school 's dinner". It was also my first time having makeup on my face. Don't really used to seeing myself in makeup plus the fact that i didn't wear contact lens. It makes the whole image looks so weird. Anyway, the day ended nicely.

Now, lets talk about my hall. =) Initially i was thinking Hall6? What kind of hall will it be? I went to search for a few photos to take a look at the hall. Was a little bit disappointing when i saw it isn't renovated, but was glad that i didn't kena Hall7. =X Later on, Jennifer filled me in with Sports Hall information of this hall. And i thought would it be everyday going running at the stadium near the hall? And indeed every peeps in this hall is very sporty. But that makes me feel so out of place cause i haven been exercising since i entered poly. In other words, my body is "cui". And i haven been an outgoing person since primary school. So my life moves on with as a companion? I'm sure if i talk and interact more with those peeps, the bond will be stronger. But some things won't reach so easily.

I'm trying...and i hope i could achieve what i want. =)