Sunday, August 6, 2006

dead me x(

This blog is so dead~ Bet no one is looking. Anyway i am not blogging too much, so why not i just close this blog, right? Maybe not close, but just hibernate it.
My common test is about 4 days away, gotta study hard for it. Don't know if i can score well. Don't put too much hope on me cause i will get everyone disappointed like the O'levels. I really have no idea why i become lke this. Is this really what i want? Or am i just going on a wrong way all along? I dunno. I just feel that i am so outcast, so left out, so many emotions mixed together and i dunno wad to do. I hate the present me, hate my life, hate my existance. Why must i be born out? Can't i just stay in a unknown dimension with no feelings, any world other than earth. All right, all right, i know i am talking craps here. Anyway no one will be seeing, if there is, don't continue if you think is boring. What if i shout "Hello~!!! Anyone here???", will anybody reply? O_o Well if there is maybe i shall not hibernate. If not, this blog is going to the freezer and get frozen there.

Tuesday, August 1, 2006

emotions everywhere~~

Today is a happy day, although it starts with a not so good beginning. From the morning i woke up till now my waist is aching like hell. Maybe because of the past few days never sleep well enough. Next, i washed up and change clothes, the moment i step into my parent's bedroom i smell something disgust. I know my papa go drinking again..haiz. And of cause he vomit la. At first he reluctant to drive me to school but i keep on pestering him till he no choice. =D Then suddenly he found out that his $400 missing! OMG~ He say dunno is mama take never say or really gone. I was like so 'moody'? for the whole day cause i keep on thinking about the $400. Call mama also never answer. Then bro say she left her phone at home. (-_-)"
And some galz problem was solved! Love it when anything is wrong we solve it quickly so as to avoid hurting our friendship. =) Then again the usual place, we went to the basketball court to spent our 4hrs break. The galz brought food there to picnic. Heez. After that slacking times again, have to wait for the time to pass. And the grahic design lesson is really boring, i think no one is listening lor. Then i show shreen the blog with her shuai ge in it. She was so happy lor. Haha her mood become so high man. x)
Tml going out with the galz to compass point to eat breakfast. =) Seriously, i have never been to there before. So scared i lost sia. But nvm if lost call them to help me...haha..
Oh ya about the wedding dinner i say in the last post, there were 3 tables empty on the wedding day and cannot be refund, it will reserve for u until u come and eat. So we get to go there on sat or sun, sit there and eat the same food again. But the food sucks lor, (-_-) but nvm la better then nothing. I love the scenery there, so beautiful can. But 1 sad thing about the couple which i dunno during the wedding, is that the guy involve in some 'laws' problem and the gal is left alone without him. Don't know how to describe but it is sad la.
And back to the $400. It was mum who took it but she took $350 only. She left $50 for my dad. Haiz..felt relieved now.
*Yawns* Gotta go sleep now, tml still need to wake up early. Nitez~ *****