scream!!!!!

ARRR~ I think i just saw something which i don't want to see. Digusting things. Maybe i just couldn't accept the facts that there are this kind of people around. Post these kind of things on their blogs. Eww~ Luckily they are not in Singapore. =X Among all only 1 seems normal to me. Shall not write about them anymore.
Anyway, i think i am going to change my blogskin soon, provided i got the idea to create one. I think the pictures are a bit weird the more i see. My photoshop skill is so nooby, or should i say i lack of creativity. Hmm, must think of things that are fresh and new. But sad to say, my creative-ness has its limit. Results out. Quite satisfied with my results but unhappy with my complementary module. I send a request form to opt to another module. Hope it's successful. =)
Oh ya, bro left and he got his hotel too. Felt a bit lonely without him. No one to crap with me. No one to nag at me in the night when i don't sleep. And the house seems dull. =( Damn. Am i missing my bro??? Nah~ actually i am envious of him to go vacation with his buddies. =/ Haiz, lets just wait. I am eager to know what he will bring back to us.
Time now - 3.09am. I think i am becoming an owl soon. I don't know since when i can't have early sleep anymore. I slept late in the night. Nono, should be early in the morning. I dreamed of wonderful things but when i woke up i forget everything. I only know it's wonderful. There are bad dreams too but i forget too. Maybe you ask me several days ago, i could still remember. I only remember dreams which are deep impression.
Alright enough of this post, a bit sleepy now. Try to go to my lalaland soon. =)
BYE.

woolalala

Bro is leaving for taiwan soon! But one bad news is they haven got themselves a hotel to stay!!! How bad could it be. They have no where to stay when reach Taipei?!? (-_-) And heard from bro their agent is finding for them but sucking our(i mean them) money too. Bad agent. Boo~ for them. Haiz. Seriously, i want go taipei too but no one to go with. It seems so much fun there then singapore. =/ I am getting bored in Singapore already. So small,so warm and so many people. And i wish to go Thailand too! It seems fun there too. Must find a vacation and ask fen to bring me there, and of cause my wen, jenni and wendy and all my friends if can. x) Wahaha. I am thinking too much hur? =X But i really want a beautiful vacation with my friends. Will it ever happens?

a strange world

Ever since i came to poly, i find that i am always living in a strange world. In fact, a dark and scary world without light or even a beam of light. I said to myself,"Could i survive in here? Am i strong enough to take this path?" Questions and more questions pop out. I saw things which i never seen before. I experienced things which i never experience before. Even though i have friends around me, i feel lonely sometimes. It's not their fault though. It's them who created a fire, a fire that i could use to continue my path. I thanked God for giving them to me. =) And i am sure i could use that fire if they are walking the same path as me. If there is a moment where they need to walk other path, i would not be scared now. Cause i know there is a bigger fire behind me, my family and my besties. For now, my world is consider brighten up, but i am not sure when it will turns dark again. If it happens, i might have to use the stars to guide me through. Gotta sleep now. Sweet dreams everyone. =)

laaaaaaaaaala

Yesterday was peiwen's birthday. Went out quite late but we had fun la. Lazy to elaborate. Saw N73(music) for $299 student's plan but mum and bro don't allow. =( K lor, just have to use this phone for now. So don't ask me why never change phone.
Haiz, don't know since when this kind of fear started. I don't know what i am fearing of but i know i am fearing of something. Something which may change my life or something i never want to go through. Sounds so complicated. I can't really describe.

thursday's loneliness

Recently watch a movie call "NANA" on youtube, quite nice. Went to look for the anime but the people were not drawn so nice, so i prefer the movie. Here are some of the songs by Yuna Ito, some of it are in the movie too. =) Press the 'Stop' button to stop my background song so you can listen.








Heez, nice? Anyway, exams are over since last week. HOLIDAYS IS HERE!!! Whoo~ I can do what ever i want. =D Bro is going Taipei on 21st. I wish i could go with him too. =( But all his friends are guys, the girls are those whom i am not familiar with, and i have no money$$$. =(
I NEED JOBS! But i never work before, don't know should find what type of job. Haiz, pathetic me, so old le still never work before. I am being pampered so much. =X Nono, i can't stay at home like this. I have to go out and find jobs. But this kind of 'finding job' spirit doesn't last long. =/ How how how? Oh ya, fen's birthday just over. Hope she loves the present we gave her. =) And..and...everyone is like changing phone already but i have no money to change. (-_-) I love N73 and N93. Anyone care to buy for me? =X