my equation.

Me = Sagittarius

Sagittarius = Not wanting to grow up

Not wanting to grow up = Peter Pan syndrome

Peter Pan syndrome = Fairy tales

Fairy tales = Non existence

Non existence = Me

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So many things are incoming non stop. The deadlines of projects are getting nearer and nearer but there's just so many things that need to be done. I'm gonna burst soon. It feels like i can't breath anymore. I keep telling myself just one more month to go but why does this one month has to be so hard to pass by? Sometimes i feel I'm not me. It's like my thinking or my actions just doesn't seems to match, and some deja vu stuff. There's things which i think i could do, but end up i don't know anything about it. I feel so stupid all of a sudden. This kind of situation happens again. When i was pri.6 and sec.4 i've been like this too. It feels so naturally that some stress will come in. I don't want to have stress, don't wish my family to hope high on me cause i don't like studying neither do i like working. I need to find back myself, the real me that i'm losing.

CNY is just one week away and as usual no special feel coming. I just wanted to buy new clothes and eat new year's snack and of cause get lots of ang baos. =D I wonder if people nowadays celebrate CNY just because they have to or really understand it's meaning.

Anyway, my com is getting some mental problem with its system. And i lost so many links la. It's all in my favourites! Now i don't know where i could find them. Vexed.

Argh, all this emo shit. Maybe cause of PMS.

i wish to be the angels in your eyes too, but you're just too far from me.