emo?

Have no idea what's wrong with me nowadays. Can be happy at a time and suddenly turns gloom at another time. School is still fine except some classmate problems.Haiz. Time pass by really fast for last week, think mainly because went to school for only 3 days. Felt so left out the past few days, i dunno the reason but it's just that kind of feeling.Maybe i am thinking too much.

Everytime i told myself i wanna change, i didn't. I don't wish to be the 'me' now. Not feeling like a sagittarius which suppose to be active,playful,adventurous and blah..blah..blah... Quiet?Soft spoken?Innocent?Gloomy face? Thats not what my heart wish to go and not what i want to be. If only i have the answer to everything around me.

complicated me

Haven post for quite some time, lots of things happened. School starts last month, and everything is going smoothly. Got into a quite chatty class. Should i consider myself fortunate? Well~ at least its not gonna be bored for the 3 years.

Something i don't wish to happens,happened. Grandpa passed away. Didn't go school for the past 3 schooling days. Been holding back my tears till today, getting very emotional. Was thinking whether to go school tml, and the answer is no. Even though my fren said i would miss a lot of things, i think i can't concentrate if i go. Tml going with my family to go collect grandpa's ash. I guess the best people that i know are my family...