Haiz... a boring day again! Today is sub-science de practical exam. Next week gonna be mine turn to sit for the pratical le. There are still a huge pile of homework waiting for mi, especially maths!!! To tell you the truth, these few weeks have been doing maths non-stop and teacher is giving us worksheet non-stop too. Arggh give me a break in maths k?
Tomorrow is graduation day. Finally the long await day come. Its gonna be a half-day for the graduating students. Then afterwards will be the graduation ceremony. Everyone have to go up stage, then the monitor will read out a speech. When everything is over, there's a buffet for us. Our class guyz are asking everyone to go out eat for the one last time tmr. Humm... i still dunno want to go a not cos lifen & peiwen still have not tell mi their decisions, but jenni is going ^.^ Anyway after O'level we will be separate. If there is fate, i believe we will meet again. I think i am starting to miss everyone, the laughter, the lame jokes, the way we are working hard for the exams, the way we could talk about anything under the sun... nice memories, isn't it? i am not going to cry tmr... i promise... i want to be a strong gurl. (=
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Tuesday, October 4, 2005
a.l.o.n.e
No one understand mi.No one knows wad i want.They are in their world, i am in my world..alone...forever my life can't be perfect as i think. I am living in an urban world, in fact everything i see is 'man-made'. Y does people had to change such a beautiful world into their own 'paradise'? Does the word 'nature' ever comes to those people? Or am i just too sensitive? Haizz..i don't even know wad am i typing now. I am just so depressed... =/
Prelims over now...get back the results le. My feelings??>> [confused & in a mess] I dunno wad i have done this year. All i did was making everyone around my worried for mi. I dun wan this to happen too. But when i realised the importance of this year...it was all too late...too late to make my frenz & family bring dat smile for mi again. I hate myself, hate mi for being such a failure, hate mi for not caring enough for the people around mi. I try to be strong, i try to face any difficulties i had but when i fell into the hole for the first time, no one pull mi up..so i was left in the darkness. Till now i see a beam of light and i try to reach it but i can't. I still need someone to 'pull' mi up. I want to see the world again...i dun wan to stay in this dark hole alone...ever again.
Prelims over now...get back the results le. My feelings??>> [confused & in a mess] I dunno wad i have done this year. All i did was making everyone around my worried for mi. I dun wan this to happen too. But when i realised the importance of this year...it was all too late...too late to make my frenz & family bring dat smile for mi again. I hate myself, hate mi for being such a failure, hate mi for not caring enough for the people around mi. I try to be strong, i try to face any difficulties i had but when i fell into the hole for the first time, no one pull mi up..so i was left in the darkness. Till now i see a beam of light and i try to reach it but i can't. I still need someone to 'pull' mi up. I want to see the world again...i dun wan to stay in this dark hole alone...ever again.
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