frustrated!

I don't get it why some people likes to smoke. For the numbness or for the stylishness? Anyway I dislike smoker a lot. People like my Dad who smokes at home always irritated me. Not only health is affected, the smell of smoke stain on the clothes as well. And no matter how much fanning power I have, it's just so hard to get the smoke smell away from the air in the house. =(

And mum just ask me about the pay RWS still owns me. IT"S STILL NOT IN YET! It has been almost 5 months already and the pathetic pay of 500+ still haven credit in my account. This is the problem of a big company, too hierarchical. One person waiting for another person,and another person pushing to another person, and another person think not important so slowly do, and in the end nothing is moving. =( Seriously, I feel like a loanshark pestering them on the progress now and then. Although I super dislike pestering others, but it's my pay, I've to do so.

And my FYP still has not much progress due to my dumbness, laziness and not interested topic. I can't even get the things installed on my laptop. How bad could it be when others are all half way in their project and I still unable to start. It's just too demoralising to keep standing at the same spot. Stress level is growing and growing. I don't know when will it burst but hope I survive. =/ I shouldn't have come to Uni, it's just not the place for me. It turns me into an unhappy person. =(