happy new year! ^^

Its an hour before 2006. =) And here i am at home waiting to countdown. Actually i has the chance to go out but i reject everything. First, jenni's church organizing a chalet at aloha changi but don't feel like going cause not so familiar with her church friends. Second, relative's chalet at pasir ris but since no one wants to go,i have no mood too. So now i am watching television- Hollow man. This show has been shown quite a few times on tv but somehow i always miss it. I think thats it... and Happy New Year to all of you! ^^

darkness period

I m going crazy at home. Been stuck at this house for about 1 week plus. If things kept on like this, i think i would suffer from depression. =x Sometimes i wonder what do i like about my life? My dreams... cause thats the only time when everything works out perfectly. That is also the time when i know what the inner me feels and thinks. My memory is starting to get bad. Think it is because of not facing school and books for the past 1 and a half month. Wanting to get a job too but i m just too lazy to go find. Haizz... 4 days later who will remember?